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| Long Time No Blog |
| 01.02.05 (1:44 pm) [edit] |
I finally worked up some ego and/or courage to blog here again. Maybe its because its new year or something...
Also because someone else I really pressured to blog is now so i feel a real hypocrite. Anyhoo I will talk later, plenty to say and all including new/old loves and new years vomiting sessions. [LINE]
Eyes: Little Britain
Ears: Losing My Mind, Razorlight
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| Ok then |
| 11.08.04 (11:46 am) [edit] |
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Well goodbye everyone to be perfectly fucking honest I just cannot be bothered with people telling me how egotistical I am and how stupid my experiences are. They are my experiences! I can't fucking bitch about being hit by a 16 wheeler cos I havn't ok maybe because I look where I'm going... What do you anonyous cowards (though I have ideas) want me to write exactly?!? You don't have to eat meat at all, What!?!?!? That's just a stupid defeative attitude! Being vegetarian isn't a stroll in the fucking park you know, its meant to be a form of protest. Since when were protests easy huh? and how the fuck do you miss that somewhere your visiting is being demolished exactly?! I mean I myself have never driven to somewhere far away to find out if it exists. I use the phone and the internet ya know? So go use your own blog to bitch and not my comments box! Shame I'm so upmyself.
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| All alone with tikka to go |
| 11.05.04 (12:50 pm) [edit] |
Grrr, its bonfire night and im bored and sat at home. Saying that its probably the best thing as I start work tomorrow at 8.30 yes, 8.30! (This is where someone goes *Unlucky...*) and now for my rant.
Egotistical? This is a diary, what do you really expect. I mean im not gonna write about anyone else as much now am I. A cat seems to be stroking my foot... but like i was saying, I am going to be egotistical no?
Well thats about it, well actually I did get my new bloc party t shirtness and badgeness today from www.swagshop.com so thats much goodness. Just a bit worried about people in general though, they seem to be depressed though they have a lot going for them, maybe i dont know the half of it I guess... [LINE]
Eyes: The world according to The Simpsons
Ears: Pain, Jimmy Eat World
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| Reasons to stay awake... |
| 11.02.04 (3:04 pm) [edit] |
1. Watch the U.S Presidential Election
2. Do lots of homework... unfortunatly
3. Drink coffee
4. Rebel as parents are away
5. :shock: damn i'm tired! [LINE]
Eyes: U.S Presidential Elections
Ears: Always, Blink 182
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| Nasty |
| 10.31.04 (1:49 pm) [edit] |
Yup, I feel nasty but I guess everyone can take critisism. Well I hope. I you know you can scare me at times, the way you seem to swing from depressive to eternally optimistic, especially the meaningless of life. But I have to keep everything on here or it isnt a true impression of me, It's censored. [LINE]
Eyes: TV + Laptop
Ears: Shoot your Gun, The 22-20's
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| Offensive? |
| 10.29.04 (2:33 pm) [edit] |
*reads through own blog*, sooo you thought that what I wrote in this blog was particularly bad?! :shock: You really should read my blog more often because there are some pretty amazing ones about you in there but theres no real point in them anymore. Hey the past is the past, whether it be a good past or bad past. Not like we would ever go out again, you would really have a job on your hands convincing me to accept that. Would be fun though huh? Oh nice tits btw.
Met this girl, Kate, ha I wrote my number on her breasts so it has to be a start. Ok, yea so she has a boyfriend but it was the first new person i've met in ages and i think she may have liked me a tiny bit (or she just forgets if shes going out with someone normally.) Saw miss suzi, who was pretty much wasted as usual, not that its a bad thing. Big Hug for misses laura and becca after tonight, it was a good show and Dead Jim rocked, rolled, grooved and ska'ed there way into amazingness. The doormen were cool, and I as usual the guy getting the money of people was amazing at just that. Righto, off to read my blog and remember summer. [LINE]
Eyes: That Peter Kay Thing - In The Club
Ears: Pain, Jimmy Eat World
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| Yay no sleep for me apparantly |
| 10.27.04 (4:08 pm) [edit] |
Mmmm damn im tired. But for reasons unknown to myself I can't sleep but luckily I have magical wireless internet to amuse myself from my bed. No not that kind of amusement. You sick little puppies!! No well I seem to be watching some kind of american opera on the learning zone etc.... and well i dont know. Meant to be doing young enterprise tomorrow as well grrr lol. Shit tomorrow is thursday as well isnt it! I have like hardly any time to do shit loads of A level work for 6th from. FUCK FUCK FUCK! [LINE]
Ears: I'm not ok (I Promise), My Chemical Romance
Eyes: American Opera Thing...
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Wow I have friends no readers |
| 10.27.04 (12:51 pm) [edit] |
And I have a few ideas who. But i may be totally wrong so thats the end of that. They could be stoned... [LINE]
Eyes: Evil comments
Ears: No, Not Now, Hot Hot Heat
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| Always |
| 10.27.04 (11:39 am) [edit] |
Hey, intriguing day. Damn I do make jokes about it at times but i do have the most overactive imagination well imaginable. I can make the best or most of the time most realistic, worst of every situation and play it over and over and over and over again in my head.
Now this normally doesn't help. Especially when your alone with your ex-g/f and best friend of 3 or 4 years for the first time since you split up. :shock:
See thats what I meant by intriguing. Especially when she started with someone else a whole day after she dumped you and has now reached the two month mark and can't stop going on about how great her new beau (hmmm nice word) and how shes gonna look really great for him at the bandnite that your helping at. Fun no?
Also I'm running around keeping my network going (well trying to) yup you can call me,
Lee Macaulay, Alfonz.Net Network Administrator and
Kirkbie Kendal School Sixth Former or
[Edit] Rancidmekay, Periodic (i.e once) Papscene Reviewer and Forum Regular or
Alfonz Burrito, Crazed Alcohol Fueled Drunk or
Annoyingly repetitive multiple personalited me who doesn't know whether hes coming or going especially when dealing with liz.
I guess I would be the last one then.
[LINE]
Eyes: My hair and server setup screens
Ears: Always, Blink 182
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| Oooooh unwirey! |
| 10.25.04 (6:14 pm) [edit] |
I'm a blogging in my room! Do you know why? Because I have a wireless network aha haha! Anyhoo been in the south of the country went down to cardiff and you know I had fun, and my life in film is a hell funny show. [LINE]
Eyes: My Life In Film
Ears: Helicopter, Bloc Party
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| Long Weekend wooooo! |
| 10.18.04 (4:25 pm) [edit] |
Wellla its been an eventful weekend to say the least. Started off friday at karate then away to ashleys house. Im now going to describe the events that i remember occuring that night. ::nothing::, I cant remember anything past alfie and sorrell turning up for the second time.
I kinda hope i aint made an idiot of myself, lol i mean i knew most ppl there but then there was ppl like sorrell and um other ppl i dont know 2 well that could have been put off me straight away. So i woke up the next day at 7 am with the worlds worst hangover! I just was out of it till sunday and I had a damn job interview that day!! But i got the job, you are reading the blog of Argos kendals newest Temporary Xmas Weekend Sales Advisor and I get paid £6 an hour on sundays.
So i spent the whole of sunday at my new found work which I cant see being difficult what with the fact i can climb ladders and get items off big shelves and press number buttons. But i musnt forget to clear them goddammit! (inside joke)
Then I get to the best part of the weekend, The 5 divinity avenue/ Big green blue gig that I happened to be reviewing for papscene! And unfortunatly youll have to wait until the review comes out for that but I give you one tidbit.
The Priest of Trickery cometh [LINE]
Eyes: Recess
Ears: Blitzkrieg Bop, The Ramones
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| I will not... |
| 10.16.04 (7:35 am) [edit] |
There are many things in life that you shouldnt do. I have discovered one of them.
You should really really reallly not drink. I have an evil hangover now and im struggling to type and stay awake. Was at ashleys last night. Well when I say last night, I only actually remember an hour of being at ashleys so I could have gone anywhere. Well right I'm off, job interview at 2 you see. [LINE]
Eyes: Looney Tunes and blinding headpain
Ears: Your mothers got a penis, GLC
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| Tiredededed |
| 10.13.04 (3:47 pm) [edit] |
I've actually named a blog that before but tis true.
I am especially tiredededed now for some reason, well to be honest I havnt been sleeping well for awhile now (not that I ever do sleep well). I really want to say that its school related but i think subconsciously it isnt but hope it isnt cos that would be really sad now.
I discovered today that I really dont know some people that I should know better. I guess I stopped for a breather and the rest of the world didnt.
Damn, I want to start diving again, its just so relaxing you know. So quiet, you get alot of time to just contemplate things and see some way cool fish. So heres hoping that Capernwray email me back soon. [LINE]
Eyes: My eyelids :shock:
Ears: Walkie Talkie Man, Steriogram
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| One for the insomniac? |
| 10.10.04 (7:14 am) [edit] |
Well it would have been if tblog had been working at 5 in the morning.
Yea I was up till about then, don't know why. I mean I had no company or anything. Like some other times ive been up to that time... :wink:
Yea well why did i do it? I really dont know to be honest. Tried txting l** but she didnt reply saying that she didnt reply much even when we were on good terms, even on the very good terms. Been using napster as well, i think ive spent 5 pounds on singles now... whoops.
Well my sentance construction leaves some to be desired huh? My English language teachers would not be happy if they read this. Saying that at least I use paragraphs which I dont do in written work. [LINE]
Eyes: Thousand Miles, Vanessa Carlton (Brings back memories good and bad mainly of l)
Ears: Same thing you iiiiidiot, stimpy
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| Newness |
| 10.09.04 (2:26 pm) [edit] |
Well hey everyone decided to start being well all new. I took constructive steps towards a job (be it a christmas job and only through a friend) and got a new email and i guess ill try and be different somehow at school on monday. Not that ill accomplish it... Well i could get blonde streaks (!)
Maybe not eh? Yeah well anyway as I was saying, my new email address is mekaulay@bluebottle.com I guess its just my way of trying to be more business-like about things... So try and use that one though im still gonna get my hotmail checked regularily. :P
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| The world forgetting, by the world forgot |
| 10.09.04 (11:45 am) [edit] |
Hey ok i was slightly out on my "close" to 3000ness (by about 300) so just forget that for now.
Been watching Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind, it is such a good film! I didnt really expect that it wouldnt be as i already like most of Michel Gondry's other work. I mean driving a bed into a police station has to be great. Did I say police station? I mean petrol station lol it was just cos I saw an advert about a Duplo Police Station on screen. Wow I am losing it. [LINE]
Eyes: Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind
Ears: Everybody's gotta learn sometime, Beck
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| I mean this, I'm okay! (Trust Me) |
| 10.08.04 (6:02 pm) [edit] |
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
Hey all. I am apparantly quite close to my 3000th hit so keep on reading everyone and commenting if you must. And before some of you say well "i have more" (i.e hannah or yasmin), I A. Havn't been going as long as you (4 months) and 2. Im not as interesting as you 2.
Well I've discovered another band now which im lovin like justin timberlake likes hamburgers. They're called My Chemical Romance and above the title is their new single (well im america it will be i guess) plus some lyrics at the start of the blog.
I guess the song kinda connects with my constant reassurances of "I'm ok" to someone. I'll just end with this, not that she even bothers to read this anyway.
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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| Cos thats all it takes to buy a gun |
| 10.05.04 (5:25 pm) [edit] |
This song i've heard on launchcast you see. Its called To buy a gun by Idiot Pilot. Very electronic and cool. Today was cool, i learnt a few things like there was a dance music act at papfest trying to be in the VIP area, (VIP area in the rugby club? :roll: ) Also I think im gonna stop being immature and blanking certain people I mean what is it really gonna accomplish in the end? Just me getting more angry and angry etc. Well I gotta find out what she says first [LINE]
Eyes: Eastenders (The CHAV Family!)
Ears: To buy a gun, Idiot Pilot
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| My Brain is a Communist Totalitarianist Regime |
| 10.04.04 (9:20 am) [edit] |
Well maybe it isnt maybe im just making that up. But its interesting enough to start up a blog no? Yea so my version of fidel castro up there is called Alfonz Burrito and he is a helluva drunk. Much like myself at times but alas it seems the rugby club have started IDing so no more of that now. Mayb they grew weary of my constant demands for Jack Daniels. Well I'm upstairs in the library right now, yes children when your a 6th former you get a whole library to yourself. Well 4 computers and 4 small tables that is. Anyway best go before I get caught by Conan. [LINE]
Eyes: Well Dan Nuttall, Lindsey and Sarah are up here along with Martin, the exchange student from um Germany?
Ears: Nothing you idiots, i'm in a library, shhhh!
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| What did I write last night? |
| 10.03.04 (7:15 am) [edit] |
Well I suppose I could go check but i would be way too embarrassed (actually its not as bad as I thought it would be) but anyway I guess I should go get some sleep and or greasy hangover cure food (not that im that hungover anyway, didnt just tired) [LINE]
Eyes: MTV Base?!?
Ears: Pain, Jimmy Eat World
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| I'm sorry you feel that way |
| 10.02.04 (7:25 pm) [edit] |
I'm sorry you feel that way fran i was kinda hopin we could still be friends. but i guess i shouldnt be using my blog as a communication channel really. Went out tonight with everyone who worked on my stepdads building project, fuck were we all pissed and i mean really pissed. Like my stepdad said "a play couldnt describe what happened tonight". Well anywho see youse all soon i guess [LINE]
Eyes: MTV2
Ears: Y Control, Yeah Yeah Yeahs
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| 1st October |
| 10.02.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
The date I realised that im a bad person. Fran, I'm sorry, I didnt mean to be like that yesterday, its just well i did think that you wanted to go out again and i dont know exactly if you do. But you can't. Why? Well like you said you can't trust me, and how do you begin a relationship with someone who you don't trust? And I think it would have made me a worse person and make me treat you worse, I mean think about it, if my subconcious thinks I can get away with something deplorable like that the first time then why wouldnt he try again? and again... I just wanna make a clean break you know? and you should really be doing the same. And I'm sorry that I patronised you last night. And the other thing is that well my self esteem isnt shot, i just had been building up to that huge outburst but thanks for caring anyway. :) [LINE]
Ears: This Fire, Franz Ferdinand
Ears: Futurama
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| You're not trying hard enough |
| 09.30.04 (6:20 pm) [edit] |
I'm not fucking trying hard enough?! How am I not trying hard enough???!?
Ild like to see you try, hmmm yep want me to make a list?!? 3 years or so living in awe of someone however misguided that was, then a month of we are/we arnt games and just about amount to on/off sex buddies. Then when I, ME, was finally in a happy relationship, my first relationship for a fucking year. What do you do?! You screw that up for me as well by emotionally blackmailing (though its partly my fault for falling for it in the first place) me with your misguided (grrr misguided mood today) words of love, which as much as you said, i dont believe were ever true and I like to apologize to fran here because I wish now that i'ld never lost you, you were a much better friend all the time than she has been over the last 3 years especially the last few months. So then what? We start going out would is our collective oyster. Were happy together. Well that didnt last huh? 6 weeks and then what?! " I never meant what I said", "Oh what from the start?", "No", "Well then, was it an overnight thing", "?" Oh wait heres the best part after all that how long before you get together with your "soul mate" like 2 days.... I really loved hearing how loud you were (sorry, are) in bed together as well. And Then, And Then you say this...
[22:19:35] AlfonzSays- : no you dont im just not comfortable around you ok not irritated
[22:19:43] (r)ooooooooo: ok
[22:19:46] (r)ooooooooo: i understand
[22:19:55] (r)ooooooooo: i wont bother u anymore
[22:19:59] (r)ooooooooo: i promise
[22:20:01] (r)ooooooooo: bye
[22:20:07] AlfonzSays- : dont be like that
[22:20:16] (r)ooooooooo: how else am i supposed 2 be?
[22:20:22] (r)ooooooooo: all u do now iz ignore me
[22:20:37] AlfonzSays- : its easier to talk to like this ok
[22:20:44] (r)ooooooooo: y?
[22:20:50] AlfonzSays- : you not having to be face to face with you
[22:20:51] (r)ooooooooo: coz u dont hav 2 look at me?
[22:20:57] AlfonzSays- : yea so i dont have to
[22:20:59] (r)ooooooooo: fine
[22:21:09] AlfonzSays- : but dont blank me im trying ok
[22:21:19] (r)ooooooooo: obviously not hard enough
NOT HARD ENOUGH?! JESUS CHRIST, im surprised im still alive with all the complaining you do about things to me to be trying "not hard enough". I really only have one question, you obviously dont want me, so do you want to control me? or dont you want me to be happy? or do you just not want anyone else to have me?
Anyway, like ive said before you won you are definately more like J.D than me.
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| This is for the...bored |
| 09.29.04 (3:54 pm) [edit] |
Well I think therefore I am bored. :roll: . Grrr I dont really have much to say cos im 2 tired and im not really in a conversational mood. I guess ill try and think something up tommorrow. Im kind of toying with the idea of getting a new moblog too. [LINE]
Ears: Somewhere across Forever, Stellastarr*
Eyes: Gonzo!!
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16 year old male sixth form student, brown hair, blue eyes Pretty eclectic taste in music just not r'n'b and the rest you'll have to learn by reading my blog
E-Mail Me mekaulay@bluebottle.com
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